I haven’t posted in a really, really, REALLY long time. First reason was that I went on this youth forum thing across the province. That was back in August. After the forum, I visited my dad for a bit. He had no internet at the time. Then I ended up visiting a friend at the halfway point between my home and my dad’s place. For like two months. We also had no internet. During that time, I did walk nearly every day. It was about 25 minutes to town and I’d sometimes go to town a 2-3 times in a day. Nooooot bad.

I ended up wanting to go to school in the town I was at and applied for funding and was accepted. Then… I FOUND OUT I WAS PREGNANT. Like whaaaat?

Now I’m entering my second trimester. I still work out, just not as intensely and I’ve cut the duration of my workouts in half. I’ve also gone from the 20 lb kettlebells I was using before I was pregnant and back down to 5lb belllssss. I swear, pregnancy makes your body react differently to just about everything. Apparently, my little baby, who is about the size of (—-appropriate food—-), is already making my body loosen its joints and all that other crap. :s Crazy!!

Anyway, I’ll be doing this pregnancy alone. The father, at first, seemed to want to make sure that I didn’t cut him out of my life (and therefore out of the baby’s life), but I think when he figured it might be easier for him if he just wasn’t involved with us, he started doing dumb shit… Crazy!!

The funny part is that just this past summer, I was telling my mom that she probably wouldn’t get any grandchildren out of me. Now, here, I am, 6 months later, and I am going into my second trimester. I had a friend tell me, “The Creator must have decided that you deserve to have a child in your life.” Crazy!!

And to be quite honest, I am some kind of happy that I never found myself in before. Ok, so at first, I hated being pregnant. All the nausea and the intensfied senses made every day life HARD. But now, it’s life, “OMG! I LOVE LOVING YOU, LITTLE BABY!!” Crazy!!

Mmhmm.